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WE SHALL NOT FORGET, WE SHALL NOT FORGIVE!

October 3-4, 1993 - 25 years from the date of execution of the Supreme Soviet of the Russian Federation

WHO WILL REPLACE ME?



"I am killed under Rzhev ..."

Alexander Twardowski



I am killed in the White House.

I stood to the end.

In this hub in Sodom

Have you seen off the fighter?

Days fly like crazy

That rustling, then ringing,

But please, relatives,

Do not forget me.

After all, with me were next

All the people, the whole country

In this house damned

At the eighth by the window.

He was white by right

But, becoming black then,

He will be bloody

Since then forever.

I was injured at first,

and at half four

Two riot police drunk

Shoot me.

I did not confess

Seeing their anger and ardor,

In that I am eighteen,

I have not yet loved.

After all, they did not spare

And younger than me.

Now we are all in a tomb -

We are a big family.

In the walls of the Black House

Flame devoured me.

Everything is there like straw

Died in the tornado of fire.

What is far and what is close -

All the fire consumed.

There was a receipt

What I paid for the coffin.

Full of pain and anger,

I fell with the thought that

What is so under Rzhev

My grandfather is forty-two.

True, he lived longer

And the enemy slew him

And I was destroyed

Your scoundrel and fool.

I burned in this house

On the eighth floor.

Nothing more than

Shadows in your soul.

Although a piece of Russia

I defended myself

But to find out was not valid,

What ended the battle.

If you backtracked,

If you throw a flag, -

Like me even in the grave

Even dead - how?

Like a little

Find me peace?

How to appear before God

In a heart with pain like that?

Even in my soul

His speeches included:

- Against tanks and guns

What could you, my son, do?

But he gave is not in vain

Life before the time

There are Red Banners

Now the blood and filth.

There are no big words here,

But - always you herd -

Why did  you not see us nearby

Patriots tribunes?

But right and left

Felt all my gut

Those who fell under Rzhev

In the terrible forty-second.

Our union will not be destroyed,

We are a single squad.

Our sorrowful souls

Over Russia soar.

It is left and right

We need to be hard to know

When the house is bloody

Get together again.

And the killers will have no cover

Neither law nor armor ...

I am killed in the White House ...

Who will replace me?

So that the word of the poet

For people's power,

If it is narrowed,

Step further fall.

But to the joy of the Motherland

And on the mountain to the enemy

I wish you life.

That's all I can.

Vladimir Bushin

December 1993